A Question for Life?

 A question,

And not not a normal one, 

Like poison killing me from inside.

Why are you alive,

Is there any reason to survive.

Some say live for essence,

But it is just a game of what happens next second it is not a single time nice.

Some say live for love,

But in the end there was no true love that anybody found.

Some say live for beauty,

And what then it will just make you suffer and give a longing for rest of your life.

They say live for others,

But these others are not doing any good or noble, right.

They say then live for the cared ones,

But will I just feel anything in afterlife.

They say live for god,

Which one that puts you in a hell,

That will be good right.

Then they say live for his love,

But really what’s the benefit when I can’t love him back, right.

They say then live out of his fear,

Fear ! You are telling fear to those who doesn’t fear death are you out of your mind.

And the question is still persistent,

Could there be a good reason to survive why are these animals trying to thrive?